Oh What a Night!

I was interviewed beside the Helmet.  Apparently I was 'better than expected'
Helmet being filmed by the press.

My first ‘real’ show!  ArtRooms 2015 is a new concept in art exhibitions for London.  It is taking place in a large London hotel.  The idea is that people can visualise how the artworks might look within a home setting and have a better idea of how they might be displayed.  The exhibition has been timed to coincide with the London Art Fair so that all the international buyers are in town and if the press conference and VIP evening are anything to go by, is going to be a huge success.

I have no idea how I got invited to take part.  I suspect that it is a spin off from taking part in the Open Studio events at Wimbledon Artists Studios but however it happened it is, for me, a very exciting weekend as it represents the first time that I have dared to put my work on show in a public space and let the critics at it.

Feedback has been informative; some of it has stung, (Oh! is that art?) some has been extremely complimentary (Wonderful ideas expressed with such sensitivity) and some I shall be holding in my head for a long time –  (But you must be so young!  The ideas that you are working with here must come from such a youthful and innovative mind!!)Oh, is this art?

I have yet to sell anything this weekend but that is not what it is about.  The feeling of putting my pieces on show properly for the first time has been a mix of excitement, trepidation and pride.  You might think it is silly to wish them each goodnight before I go home each evening but, to me, it is not so very remote from the feelings that I experienced when leaving my children to fend for themselves at playgroup for the very first time.  I have to cross my fingers and wish them sweet dreams and a peaceful night.  And when I greet them again next morning it is with relief that they are still fine.

A Useful Pot?

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A useful pot to put things in?

My most recent project has involved revisiting the idea of The Vessel.  Easy, I thought, make a pot;  It has an inside; it has an outside; it can contain things – job done!  But then I remembered that I don’t DO easy.  This straight forward approach had no chance of satisfying me.  There had to be a more complicated way to consider the idea of A Vessel.  For one thing, presumably if something is a vessel it has to be capable of containing something.  If you pursue that thought far enough it becomes ‘if there is nothing in it, is it a vessel?’  Presumably this means that the contents of a vessel must be considered in the making.  Unless you put something in it it may not be a vessel. While that was not necessarily the opinion of my dear friend, Winnie the Pooh, I think it might be important and so I got to thinking that perhaps the inside of a vessel is more important than the outside and the the inside should never be considered as just an empty space.  I set about making vessels which tried to emphasise this point of view – where the outside merely existed to give a frame to the inside and as such should not be decorated to appeal while the inside appeared treasured; an inviting receptacle for the contents and decorated as a treasured thing.

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Is it a bird? Is it a plane?

 

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Wrong on the inside, wrong on the outside!

Imagine my horror then, on opening the kiln, after an extensive period of researching, testing and making to discover the disaster that was within  One piece had tipped over and stuck to the side of the kiln, one had slumped and stuck to a kiln shelf prop, none of the glazes had come out as planned, the interiors looked a mess.  Misery descended!  I took them out and wrapped them to take into college but in truth it was difficult not to chuck them straight in the bin.  All the way to college I brooded on how I might salvage something from this project, anything which might give me a pass mark at least.  Nothing came to me.  But help was at hand in the shape of my college mates.

 

We only have…

Having left the pots sitting dejectedly on my table I returned to discover that people had decided that, if they nudged the ambiguity of my original constructions a tiny bit further, they became something ‘other’ – maybe vessels or maybe not.  And this is how they reclined, resplendent in their new found glory, ready for a place at Tate Modern whenever a curator wishes to pop round and collect them!

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… 14 hours to save the Earth!